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Much Ado..

Just to give everyone a quick update:

The biopsy results are negative. Just some surface irritation that should go away eventually. I have to schedule another pap test in three months to make sure all is well.

Yaaaaaaay!!!!

Now I can get on with the business of having a fun (and very hectic) summer!

Thanks so much to everyone for your good wishes and support. It truly meant a lot to me.

Comments

Anonymous said…
Phew!

So, SO glad at your wonderful news.
Test said…
Thanks cb! I can't tell you how heavy this weighed on mind for the past few months. I know it's better to be calm and rational about these things, but deep down inside, it was pure panic!!!

I'm just glad to have had re-assurance along the way.
Karabana said…
That's fabUlous!!
Now, part of your summer plans is coming to Caribana, right??!! :-)
Anonymous said…
Praise de Lord!
So glad for you. The summer is YOURS!
Test said…
Karabana, I WISH I could go to Caribana AND Notting Hill AND Cropover AND Broward! But it's going to be very hard for us to get away until November.

But you never know! I might find a way to escape. In the meantime, I will have to be content with partying locally.

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