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name change : game change

Contrary to popular opinion, I haven't fallen off the face of the earth.  But I had fallen into a mental block of epic proportions.  Said block was since compounded by a series of life-changing events, and I feel as if I'm trying to find my creative footing all over again, so please be patient with me.

As I get up to speed on posting more frequently, I'd like to point out that besides the name and layout change, I will no longer be featuring any 'magic number' information in my posts, mainly because I have no idea what my magic number is anymore, and I probably won't know for sure until I've been there for a while.

Okay, let's hope I can get my act together and maintain this thing properly for once and for all.  *fingers, toes and eyes crossed*
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